I’ve been at my mom’s place for the past week, almost 2 weeks. Although I still don’t often leave the house, it’s better than crying inside my room everyday. My baby siblings are very noisy, the eldest of the younger sibling is a gamer, he’s okay. The second always screams so I always end up cursing and screaming at him,the youngest is very cute and playful and feminine (jk).
I was supposed to be only here for like 2-3 days but it turns out that my aunt decided to go back home to Manila without me and then she left for Singapore. Besides the fact that I don’t have any clothes here, I also felt uncomfortable sleeping with other people around me. I got used to it though, and my mom made me wear some of her clothes and we bought some underwear hahahaha. The kids around here would stay up until 12 in the morning outside of our house even though they still have school on the next day, which I think is kind of irresponsible for the parents but who am I to judge. I’m also thankful for the friends I made even though I usually turn them down when they want to hangout because I’m just too lazy to go out. And when they ask me to come with them at daylight, I would usually be to shy to approach them damn it )):
My mom’s really awesome, she’s like a sister to me. It’s okay with her if I cussed too much and I can also talk to her about my (love)life (chos). But sometimes she always starts a fight with her second husband and then she would cry for a few hours and she’ll tell him that she’ll leave the house together with her kids. At first, I tried understanding her but then after a while, I saw the real situation. She was very upset when he cheated on her and she’s kinda scarred which left her very depressed. I feel sorry for her and for my future sibling since my mom’s pregnant again. Yes, so overall, we’re going to be 7. HAHAHA
I saw my mom and dad last August 10th on the same day after like, 11 years so I was very happy. We (My eldest true brother, my dad, and I) went around but since there aren’t any good malls around here, we went home early. One of the problems in being me is that I don’t feel comfortable buying my own things with someone so I’ll end up not buying anything at all. hahaha.
I don’t think I have ever talked about the fact that me and Potato are okay again after 28 days. I was relieved since my original plan was to not talk to him until next year, but he stated his apologies and I couldn’t be any happier. He told me that he’ll spend more of his time talking to me, At first two convos, he started them but I was very nervous that he’ll think I’m clingy again so my answers were very dull so the convos only lasted for 20 minutes. It was okay for me though, I got used to it. Naisip nya pala na wala na akong gusto sa kanya dahil dun. Stupid. SoI started talking to him again and then he doesn’t talk to me that much anymore so I got disappointed again but I just let it be, I just muted him on fb and bla bla I’m too lazy to type all the story down. I’m just disappointed, bow.
Also, I haven’t updated this blog in a month. I wanted to update this for a long time but I just don’t have the motivation since I was very sad, then I got lazy. And bla bla bla. Hello, I died my hair purple but it turned red instead hi
POSTED ON Aug 21, 2014 AT 05:00 PM \
// BEST WEEK EVER // *SARCASM*
So yesterday, I met up with Janna so she can help me find a job. We went to Market! Market!’s Starbucks first and apparently they weren’t accepting resume and I must apply on their website. One of the Baristas gave me card and then we said our thank yous and goodbyes.
We then went to Serendra for Jamba Juice. First, we saw another Starbucks branch and then she decided to try applying for a job, too. And then she was asked for a resume. So Janna will come back on Sunday to try applying, too. I then I decided to come with her on Sunday.
We finally walked to Jamba Juice while it was raining and we approached a pretty worker and asked if we have a resume. I gave mine and then she said that she’ll just give it to their manager. Then she saw my The Maine pin and then she fangirled and omg girl crush ko na sya omg.
We went to SM Aura NBS next to find a bio data, but they weren’t selling any so we ate at Mcdo and just talk about random things. God, I miss this girl.
Fullybooked, and we chilled.
Went back to Market! Market! NBS and tried to find a bio data. None. Walked around, ate ice cream, stared at people and then laughed so much, walked around again, laughed while walking and we were doing so much crazy things and some people were staring at us but we didn’t care, it was so much fun.
We decided to go back to Serendra. On our way out, I saw some guys near Breadtalk, I thought it was Kreshin but I didn’t really looked at them, I just continued walking and somebody called me. Yep, it was Kreshin with his friend. Anyways, Serendra!!
And then somebody texted me if they can join us and nagpakilala na siya si Kreshin, I wondered how he got my number. Janna said that she doesn’t want them to join us so I just ignored the message.
Sat on the grass and talked about things.
Went back to Market! Market! and found a bio-data at the Department store. Yaaaaayyyy.
And then we walked around, smelled some different perfumes, laughed, helped her find a gift for her LDR boyfriend, ran around, laughed, and acted like we were kids. Funnn. We were going to go home, and someone called me, it was Kantrex this time. I just said hi to them and then went to the Jeepneys. I stayed quiet the whole ride and when I reached my destination, I said “para.” and when I was about to go down, the jeep moved again.
This is going to be embarrassing to say but I fell on my back in the middle of the road. Said “fuck.”, got up to my feet, went to the sidewalk, and when I saw my left hand, the wrist bone was dislocated. Then I touched my head, I felt the pain, and then I started to cry. A woman asked me if I’m okay, my vision was blurry and there were white lights everywhere. I thought I was going to die to be honest. She escorted me to the nearest place where there were lots of people. They helped me get in contact with my uncle but they couldn’t reach them. They elevated my arm and told me to calm down. I was crying so hard. Then they decided to drive me to my house.
Our house helper freaked out and my uncle was at home. I was still crying, I looked pretty pathetic but my arm looked horrible and I was panicking. They said thank you for helping me and then drove to the hospital, drove by the part of the town where Potato lives and I cried even harder. The traffic was crazy so we went back home. I didn’t stopped crying until this afternoon, it still dislocated and it still hurts like a bitch. They still didn’t send me to the hospital.
I typed all these with only one arm and it’s hard as fuck. Also this may be tmi, but my period seems to be running late, and I hope it stays that way, or else I’m going to have a hard time. I really hope everything’s going to be fine even though they still didn’t make any effort to fix my bone.
Hey, I got my heart and wrist broken in less than a week. Definitely one of the best week ever. Still, I’m thanking God that I didn’t had an injury much worst than this. And one of my best uncle’s coming back home tomorrow. Almost all of my uncle are great on my mother’s side, but this uncle understands me and he always make me laugh. They were all great siblings, I just don’t know what happened to my aunt and she treats me like shit.
POSTED ON Jul 11, 2014 AT 06:00 PM \
Photodump: Last week of June 2014
Found this flower on our backyard, sadly, it’s dead now.
Took these photos while I was making a video. Sadly, I accidentally deleted all the videos. Damn it. haha.
Because Ed Sheeran’s ‘X’ album is out nooowww!!!
I cleaned my room, moved my table, and arranged my things while listening to Rx 93.1. They were also giving away tickets to Sam Tsui’s concert. I wanted to join but I was 101% sure that they won’t let me go anyway so.
Drew some things in the middle of the night and wrote some notes to take note of when applying for a job. Also, I decided to try applying for Jamba Juice hahahaha!
I literally never left this house in a week? Almost 2 weeks, and I’m slowly dying of depression and boredom. I hate my life. Oh, and my camera’s still fucked so I’m currently using my new phone. It’s okay, I guess. I mean it’s only 5 mega-pixels, but I can live with this.
POSTED ON Jun 27, 2014 AT 06:00 PM \
Last Post for 2012 - Thanks 2012! :D
this will be my last post for 2012 and let me just conclude that I’m so glad that I have crossed James Dean’s mind. He sent me a message saying a happy new year. Yup, I looked for a way to get a load since the one nearest to us doesn’t have any load left. My friend helped me, Thank you Recasa! :D Hahaha, anyways, thank you James Dean, for being with me since Christmas. Talking to me on facebook and greeting me a Merry Christmas when I was alone and today, greeting me a happy new year when I’m alone again. But now, you didn’t reply, thanks anyways, James Dean. I’m really glad that you even bothered to greet me. :D
Yup, I’m in front of my laptop right now while other people are playing outside and keeps on blowing ‘paputoks’ lol. I watched the movie cyber bullying just now and wow, it made me tear up for a lot of minutes. It’s a really great movie! ):
Happy New Year, guys! :D
POSTED ON Dec 31, 2012 AT 11:40 PM \
I guess it’s time for me to make my end-of-the-year-post since a lot of people just now posted theirs. lol, I don’t even know what these photos of clouds had anything to with this but meh, I’ve been doing it a lot so meh. Meh meh meh.
I guess this year had been fun. I discovered the music that I really like and I had a
lot of new obsessions. Mostly Sleeping With Sirens lol. I want to thank them though, not only for the good music but also because I became close to someone (even though it’s only on the internet) because of them. It’s a long story but whenever he mentions them online, I feel special since I gave him all of their songs and music videos lol. Okay, so enough with him.
Well, I hated my section. HAHAHA. Hmm… what else? This is basically my worst year of high school ever. Oh, I gained many friends online! (yey for that!) XD I don’t know what else to say since my life’s boring! DX Anyways, I had a lot of thinking just now.
- I’m going to do that jar thingy where I will out all the good things that happened to me there and open it at the end of the year.
- I’m going to do the Project 52 this year! (=
- I’ll try to be more mature when it comes to my posts on tumblr. (=
- I’ll make more friends online! :D
- I’ll try to control my mood from now on.
- and hopefully, I won’t act like a child anymore. (=
- NO MORE DRAMA PLEASE. I’M BEGGING MYSELF! O_O
So that’s it, I guess. Not much is it? XD hahahaha, hopefully, I’ll forget about ~*~Potato~*~ since he’s a snob and I don’t like him lolwat. Anyways, hi Czaira, if ever you’re reading this. :c Stop reading my blog lol.
Okay I just want to add that I’m in a badmood right now. I just hate all of my classmates. |: om lol okay bye
POSTED ON Dec 30, 2012 AT 10:02 PM \
122112 - Christmas PATTY like it’s the end of the world! :D (in bullets)
- Lol, our Christmas Party was so boring all the way! Only less than 20 students from our section came. Some didn’t get their exchange gifts idk.
- Potato was in our room! Yey, I keep on looking at him and omaygash he’s so cute. )):
- I gave my gift to Ibizza, which is a Like A Boss Meme Shirt.
- Then Ibizza said that it was too big.
Potato: Chynna, san mo nabili yan?
Me: hmm? Greenhills!
Me: Sa Greenhills!
Potato: Yan lang yung design o may iba pa?
Me: Meron pang ibang designs. (:
Potato: Ah okay.
- My whole day became good vibes all the way! :D
- By the way, he’s a huge fan of memes and he even created a page on facebook about it. hehe
- Then Patty asked if I want her to take a photo of him and I was in denial at first but soon gave up.
- He took 2 photos of him! omg, He’s soooo cute! :>
- Then I took another one with his friends, it’s stolen btw. XD
- Went to fourth floor because I followed my friends.
- I SAW THIS SECOND YEAR STUDENT AND HIS CHEEKS WERE SOOOOO BIG!!! IT’S LIKE THEY PLACED A BIG BURGER BUNS IN HIS CHEEK OMAYGASH.
- I SCREAMED THEN CHASED AFTER HIM THEN PEOPLE WERE LIKE LOOKING AT ME THEN DESILY SAID “LOKO KA CHYNNA((((=”
- THE SECOND YEAR WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM ME AND I KEEP ON CHASING HIM BUT HE ALREADY WENT DOWN AND I GAVE UP. HAHAHA
- Went to Market! Market! after.
- McDo then Comic Alley then Timezone for a while.
- I thought I left my Timezone card at my locker in school.
- I SAW THE SECOND YEAR WITH THE BIG CHEEKS AGAIN AND I WAS RUNNING AROUND THE TIMEZONE BECAUSE HE WAS RUNNING AWAY AGAIN.
- Then I left him for a while then I came back again.
- He didn’t noticed me and his friends came and asked where he had been and he said “May naghahabol sa akin, pagod na nga ako eh”
- Then I screamed then he widened his eyes and started running again but his friends held him and I said “Wag ka matakot sa akin, ka schoolmate mo naman ako eh =)))”
- Then one of his friends “Siya si Moesha King.”
- Then I held out my hand and said “Moesha King. :D”
- Then he shook it and I touched his cheek, omaygash, ang lamboooot!!!! I’ll take a photo of him on January, I HAVE TO!
- Someone cute was playing the drums but he was playing the really easy songs so hindi yun dagdag points haha! But a lot of girls were watching him and some of then were pushing each other. HAHAHA
- When we already left to go to the Timezone in Serendra, I remembered that I placed it inside my journal.
- Spell ‘stupid’. M-o-e-s-h-a ((=
- Went to fully booked
- used the elevator and we ended up in the top of the building.
- Awkward! =)
- Then Timezone again!
- Photobooth then in the singing room.
- The photo of me planking was taken in the singing room.
- hahaha!, pinagtinginan ako sa labas eh. (((=
- Tekken then photobooth again. =)
- I went home and I forgot my journal on Ibizza’s bag. Babasahin niya yun, promise ko! XD
- hahaha! Fun daaaay! :D
- HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY PATTY!!! :D
POSTED ON Dec 22, 2012 AT 02:58 PM \
I was going to post this yesterday but the internet suddenly went down. lol.
I’m not asking you to be nice to me, I’m just asking for less bad luck in my life. Haha, anyways, I have more wishes but I guess none of them are important except that I wish my grades will be high this quarter.
October, did you know that you ‘kinda’ started this month with a good one? hahaha, well, my-not-so-crush-but-I’m-attracted-to-him-which-you-can-say-is-a-crush-lol asked when’s my birthday yesterday and I said “November 4, bakit?” he said that he’s just asking. Lol, I’m not really expecting much but I’m glad that he knows when’s my birthday is. (((:
While on the other hand, my crush doesn’t even know when’s my birthday or even know how old I am. Gosh… Eff you, _________, eff you. ))): haha, meh.
We had our “Cook an egg but don’t let the egg yolk break” just now in our TLE. And guess what? I DID IT!!! yey! :D hahaha. That’s the only special thing that happened. And I’ve been sharing with my friends the power of SWS music since yesterday and I think that they think that I’m annoying. :D oh well. :D
POSTED ON Oct 2, 2012 AT 05:11 PM \
This photo was taken last September 3. I was going to take a photo of the rainbow and an airplane came by! :D lol, anyways let’s get to the point where I will talk about what happened
today yesterday (which has nothing to do with the photo above) ((:
I’m going to talk about yesterday, I was in a bad mood and I cried two times because there’s someone in my class who doesn’t mind what she says to people (that includes me). Well, she took it too far and I want to answer her back but I don’t want to get things worst so I just cried and I’ve been in a bad mood for hours. Well, screw her. :P lol, I wrote mean things about her in my diary. ((:
Okay, that’s it. I don’t want to talk about him anymore because I think that he’s trying to avoid me. TT.TT ))): If you want to be more updated with me (or not) you can follow my twitter: @MoeshaQueen (:
POSTED ON Sep 6, 2012 AT 07:28 PM \
August 30, 2012
Okay sige, last na talaga ‘to for the mean time. hahaha, my really cliche background is getting so old, older than *insert something that’s really old here*.
- He was absent…
- I got a line of 7 in my Math and AP Subject. )):
- I didn’t made it to the Top 10
- and my friend’s being a total arrogant jerk.
- She’s like shoving in my face that she got higher score than me.
- I just want to kick her hard in the face. -_-
- Anyways, he was still absent.
- I’m weird.
- Sometimes I hate myself because of my weirdness.
- I swear, if you know me in real life, you would hate because of my childishness. ):
- He was still absent. lol, bye. ((:
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2012 AT 06:39 PM \
Am I over using my bokeh-friendly background? Yes? lol okay. xD
Today was our NCAE and my hands were tired just now because of all the shading the circles part. You know how you’re allowed to eat while taking the exam? Well, I was eating a Cloud 9 and there was a little caramel on the paper then I tried erasing it with an eraser but it only made things worst hahaha.
I was the one near the trash can so they would ask me to throw their garbage and yeah, I think it’s funny. :P Then bla bla bla, I kinda had an ~ eye contact ~ with ma crush but I was in the other room and he was outside and he just looked at me and I looked away and started being crazy again. xD
When it was time to go home, I want to see my friend’s house but then she started screaming that she doesn’t want me to come. Then my other crush was just behind us with his friends and then when she was already in the tricycle, I told her that I wanted to go then she doesn’t want to then ~Mr. Jerk~ (lol, that’s what I want to call him because I think that’s he’s a jerk, lol) called me and said that he has a Tom’s World coin but I didn’t understand what he said so I just made this “:O” expression and I went to him and he said “Sayo na lang.” and then I said “Okay, thank you, ano ‘to?” Then I walked away and went to my friend again but she still doesn’t want me to go. So I asked her to have my bag then I went to go home.
I saw some student’s from my old school and then my classmate teased me (sort of) bla bla, I don’t know how to describe it and then I took a look at some of them and one of them was the guy that I was chatting with on facebook and I’m so embarrassed because he was looking at me and I think he knows who I am. hahaha, when I was already infront if the school, I saw him sitting outside so I sat, too, and pretended that I was taking a rest and went to get something then I went inside the school to take the shortcut. and bla bla bla. haaayyzzz…
POSTED ON Aug 29, 2012 AT 05:04 PM \